People believe that they know people because they have met along the way when in reality we never really know anyone, I had been married for 30 years and didn’t even know my wife and true people can talk out they mouth but they are not living the next person life. and you only see what they want you to see. I am happier than i have been in years and feel like God is true. I have never been a confused person as such i measure everything in it’s proper perspective. Most of the people that are chosen are often alienated and set apart. I personally feel that separation and I am embracing it. My wife don’t want to deal with me and i will be glad when the paperwork gets done, because unlike a lot of people who cohabit ate and fornicate. I choose not to live that way and i believe in marriage and just because this one didn’t work do not stop me from being open in the future. I was moved to understand sometimes where God is taking you everyone is not going.