Whats on my mind you really don’t want to know but i will give you this.
I am living proof that it determination and grit will take you a long way, a old player told me a long time ago when we rode the blade and stacked it from the mud.
I am a reformed addict, whore monger er, amongst many other things and yet i rise.
Family i am going to give you a jewel for freedom and i had to experience this for myself i try to be as transparent as i am comfortable with as i am still in the field.
The first thing that i will say is this and i am not speaking to offend anyone especially family that take everything i say personal.
This just how i feel and i am entitled to my own truth, that is why i am living alone right now.
I feel like a man from another era that no longer exist, where a person is just as good as their word but that is for another day;
The first step in your recovery is to learn the art of forgiveness.
I am saying this now to the person who kept friending me even though you know what you did to me. I friended you to let you know that i forgive you.
You know who you are and we are not going to identify you, if i was my old man i not only would not friend you but there would have been repercussions enough said. Again I forgive you and it was not easy. I am talking about this subject because one you kept that friend request in my box so i granted your wish now the power is in my step to understand what is the motivation. I am a public like figure so i deal with controversy straight forward.
So the lesson today is forgive those who have spitefullest misuse you and testify falsely.
Again I had to forgive you and it wasn’t about you ask your dude i been solid all my life he knows that. I still love him but he understand which brings me to the second topic and i will close because i know who will read this. The second is boundaries and that is the most difficult to overcome because those who cross them are normally people you love. The fact is and the bible bears this truth that he requires order, what does that mean, well it can mean a lot of things but one is for sure order is not chaos and filthy living. Right? We have a problem with order. The facts are clear our slave mind always wants us to rebel. That would be the opposite of what is required. Therein is or dilemma
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